Renegade Mystic

Sharing my musings with you

You Have a Ministry!

You Have a Ministry!

Regardless of your religious or spiritual beliefs and practices, you have a ministry. And you have an impact on the lives you touch.

 

Your ministry is made up of your family, friends, people you work with, your community, and strangers you cross paths with through daily activities. It’s your Facebook friends and others you interact with on social media.

 

Having a ministry means you have responsibilities. It is your job to interact with everyone in ways that are honest, loving, healthy, uplifting, inspiring, and revealing.

 

It may be something as simple as flashing a smile at a stranger you pass on the street. Or, being honest with your friend about the unhealthy choices they are making. It could even be kicking your addicted adult child out of the house in an act of tough-love.

 

As you go through your day, everyday, bear in mind the sacredness of each interaction you engage. Check your intentions, and be sure of where you are coming from. Are you coming from a place of Spirit, of love? Or are you coming from a place of fear, ego, and unhealthy patterns?

 

Spread love, smiles and joy. Be truthful – hold your convictions in a loving way. Don’t judge, but hold an honest mirror of support. Help, but don’t enable. And, if need be, walk away and cut ties, sending love and light in your wake.

 

The work we do is Holy. Each thought and intention, every word we utter, any action we take – it is all sacred. There are consequences to everything we do. Choose to make your impact one of Holy Love.

I stopped singing my song

I stopped singing my song

Yesterday I went to see my dear friend and shaman, Micheal Runningdawn, for a healing session. I was delighted that he seemed drawn to the areas where I feel I’ve been working on healing and resolving for some time now. One of those areas was my throat/ throat chakra.

He asked me if I sing or had ever sung, and I told him yes, when I was young, and that I crank music up and rock out in the car, singing at the top of my lungs. He said that what he was *getting* was that I needed to scream my truth, and suggested I write a poem or maybe a song about my saga/drama/situation with my family. And, that it might be a way towards further healing for me. Then he went about the remainder of the session, giving me bits and pieces of helpful information along the way.

Later, as I was driving home and rocking out, I thought about what he said. I had an experience/ understanding that occurred to me.

It made me cry.

I was listening to music and singing along, thinking about singing my truth – screaming it out, writing a song about my situation with my family.

I grew up singing. I was incredibly talented from a very young age and sang in chorus in school everyday from third grade on. When I saw the movie Grease, I had two copies of the album and just *knew* that I would grow up to be Olivia Newton-John!

Whenever someone would come over, I’d ask to sing for them. It was always the thing that was most important to me and that I was best at doing. A first soprano, I was always the featured vocalist and was sent to perform with the best of the best in the state. Every single year.
Until I was kicked out of the house when I was 16.

 

That’s when I stopped singing.

 

I went to live briefly with my dad (who was strung out on drugs and alcohol, but a loving father) who was about to lose everything to bankruptcy. Then, I  went to live in my grandmother’s boarding house once dad’s house was seized by the bank.

Going back to my parent’s was not an option, but an exercise in depression, dysfunction, and chaos.

I spent the last part of my junior year, and my entire senior year of high school in a new school.

With all that had happened I was so numb, so confused, so angry and ashamed. I didn’t understand why I had been kicked out, and felt unloved. I didn’t want to go to school.

 

I just wanted to party, get fucked up, chase boys, and escape.

 

So, I took as few classes as I could to get enough credits to graduate, eschewing chorus to just have the shortest class schedule I could. Even then, I often skipped school. It’s a miracle to me that I somehow managed to graduate on time.

 

When I was driving home yesterday and thought about how stopping singing corresponded to being kicked out, I realized that I, in essence, punished myself by not continuing the one thing I held dear. And, I cried when that realization hit home.

 

Not singing, not continuing to sing, is the single biggest regret I have in life. Perhaps the only regret.

Anyway, I needed that cry, and that deeper understanding of what occurred 30 years ago. It makes me so sad and mournful.

 

As the years have passed, I’ve had thyroid issues and have been told again and again, by healers and by my astrologer, Anne Ortelee, that my thyroid issues are directly related to the baggage from my family. (Imagine that!)

 

The deeper understanding from yesterday comes at a visceral level and informs me that I am further along in my healing process. I don’t know exactly how to transmute this energy, but I know that not only is it possible to move past this and heal my thyroid and my voice, but that healing will occur.

 

For now, you can bet that I will be doing more singing and rocking out.

 

 

Prayer for Love and Light at Solstice

I was invited to an annual Solstice gathering and Slava feast hosted by some very dear friends. Part of the invitation was to bring a reading, poem, or something of the like to share.

I went through some poetry and books that inspire me, but didn’t find that just “right” thing. Two books I consulted had some “almost right” things. Those books, both by Marianne Williamson, contain lovely prayers I’ve used or turned to many times over the years.

As it typical of me, I take parts of the prayers, add my own words and phrasing, and make up the “just right” prayer for me, for the occasion I seek to address. And, of course, true to my nature, that is exactly what I did in this case.

While much of what you read is inspired by Williamson’s work, much of it is also my own. I owe her credit and appreciation for the boost in making this prayer what I wanted and needed it to be.

I think the power of this prayer is best felt and experienced when read aloud.

Enjoy,

Lisa <3

 

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A Prayer for Love and Light at Solstice

O great and gracious Divine
May there come over this Earth a great and glorious light
Changes that would shift this world
Away from sorrow, and into peace
Away from pain and suffering, and into joy
Away from war and hatred, and into love.

Please show us how to love.
Teach us how to extend our light into the lives of others.
Remove from us the barriers to our souls,
So that we may discard the armor that guards our hearts,
And keeps us from vulnerability.

Dissolve our resistance to joining and connection.
Heal our resistance to love in all its forms.
Let us not shut down.
We wish to show up with pure and noble hearts,
That we may midwife perfection in ourselves and others.
May we see each other’s greatness and invoke each other’s light.

We surrender all the ways in which we block our love for each other.
We surrender our defenses.
Where we do not know how to behave, or are needy, or tend to control, or fix, or be dishonest,
Please, Beloved Divine, show us another way.

Where we would be distracted, or addicted, or otherwise not present,
Please help us to show up fully present, in our earthly bodies.

May all sorrow depart,
May all disease end,
May war cease and fighting stop,
May every tear be wiped,
May doubts dissolve and be replaced with hope.
May all hearts heal and gladden,
May we not forsake each other.
May the world be reborn and healed from the trauma and misunderstanding of the past.

We surrender ourselves to You.
We surrender our love to You.
Beloved Divine, we offer ourselves as vessels for Your Light and Healing,
May it serve Your purpose.
May this world graciously receive the blessing of Your Love and Light.
We are grateful.
Blessed Be.

(Note: some phrases were borrowed and edited from the works of Marianne Williamson from her books Illuminata and Illuminated Prayers)

Kick Ass and Transform Your Life

Kick Ass and Transform Your Life

The following blog was originally written for, and appeared in HolisticDiva’s Summer Solstice Symposium. In preparing to publish it here, I am including more background information as an addendum. The follow-up at the bottom of the post is the most recent update to the writing, the ritual, and the process of my own healing and life circumstances.

 

I love to see a young girl go out and grab the world by the lapels. Life’s a bitch. You’ve got to go out and kick ass. — Maya Angelou

In preparing for this symposium, I started out writing my life story, then realized I was stating the facts without exposing the feelings. I felt devoid and detached from it, even as I am in the midst of deeper introspection and healing of my Core Wound than ever before. Though I’m sure that many of you would identify strongly with my story, I won’t bore you with all the nit-picky details (blah, blah, blah…). I’d much rather encapsulate and distill it all down to the root, then share a kick-ass way to transmute old wounds and patterns to fuel your dreams.

At the core of my Work is the desire to heal, grow, and learn in such a way as to ascend well beyond the patterns of dysfunction that I, and my clients, grew up with. I was raised in your typical dysfunctional suburban family (who wasn’t?) And, it became the catalyst for my spiritual growth and transformation. Growing up dysfunctional paved the way for the spirals and layers of knowledge and understanding that is my Core Soul Work.

The alcoholic-codependent relationship was my model growing up. Add to that a narcissistic mothering style, and there you have a recipe for extreme teenage angst, and patterns of dysfunction in adult relationships. Mine.

I never felt good enough, accepted, or that I belonged.

I longed to feel loved, nurtured, affection. Black sheep, scapegoat, wild child – that was/is me. These feelings, coupled with my parents’ unhealthy life skills, inability to cope, and lack of empathy, led me to act out as a teen. Misplaced desires for attention led to hanging out with the party crowd. Misplaced desires for affection led to sex at an early age, and hooking up with lots of teenage boys. A complete ignorance of boundaries found me skipping school, engaging in risky “new experiences”, and acting out in desperate ways. My parents were so caught up in denial and their own dysfunctions, that they didn’t know how to handle me. They blamed me for the dysfunction in the family (yes, a teenage girl is obviously the responsible party) and kicked me out at age 16.

That became a turning point for me.

While the risky behavior continued for some time (and even got a little worse at times), I began asking soul-searching questions. Who was I? Why didn’t my parents love me? Why couldn’t we get along? What do I believe? And thus began my spiritual path.

Along the path have been many crossroads, u-turns, and other pivotal moments. And the shedding of behaviors, limits, patterns, beliefs and relationships that held me back and kept me stuck in places I didn’t want to be. I have cried and danced, fucked, meditated, gotten high, and been to the lowest depths. It’s been a wild ride and a fulfilling adventure. Ultimately, this path has been about learning self-love and acceptance, keeping my heart open despite pain, and going deep in to the darkest places of my soul to find my strengths, own my faults, and to learn how to fully stand in my Power.

I am a work in progress.

The layers that I shed, reveal more beneath. And the Work continues. It deepens and intensifies. Over the last 2-3 years, the planetary alignments that include 7 Uranus-Pluto squares, have forced us all to evolve, either willingly and consciously, or kicking and screaming in pain. And here I am, dancing in the Dark, facing some of the most difficult, challenging, shamanic-soul-shifting I’ve ever encountered; as my Core Wounds from childhood have come to challenge me for an Epic battle that will see me transmute and triumph, or stay stuck and struggle, never living my potential.

 

And I intend to KICK ASS!

I’ve been in the midst of this darkness for some time, and instinctively I’ve sensed the need for rituals of alchemical transformation and self-initiation. Not just for myself, but for many women I know. I’d like to share with you parts of this ritual so that you can engage in self-creation at the most primal, fundamental level.

 

Ritual shifts your consciousness on all levels, and aligns your intentions with Universal energy to bring about the desired results. Take all the parts and use them together, or just the parts that speak to you. Do it all at once, or over time. Do them once, or repeatedly. And, add your own brand of Power and magnificence to personalize your experience and healing.

Cleanse and clear – clean your home/space/environment. Clear out the clutter, take out the trash, put things away. Dust, vacuum, etc. Then, smudge using sage, palo santo, sweet grass – whatever smudge you love most. Smudge, clean and clear yourself. Bathe in sea salt and baking soda to strip your energy field of psychic debris. You may even begin with some fasting. It’s your ritual, you decide.

Perform a meditation I refer to as The Council of Self. You go into a meditative state, then call a council made up of all your guides, angels, deities, ancestors, animal totems, crystal allies, etc. Then speak with them about what you want to change, what needs to shift, and what should be called in. Once you’ve established this Council, you can always go back and ask for their help and counsel.

Cut the cords. Feel into your energy field for cords of connection to people, relationships, places, situations, patterns, trauma, etc. that are sucking your energy. These can be the things that happened forever ago that still bother you, an ex-lover, whatever you find yourself complaining about, or that hostile work environment that drained you. Once you are aware of these cords (most are around the abdominal region) cut them for good. You can use string as a representation and cut it, or use your hand like a knife, your fingers like scissors, or a special knife or sword (my favorite method) and sever those energetic ties. Then, with your mind’s eye, see those strings cauterized with Light so they are healed.

Shamanic burial. Make an effigy of your old, former self – the one you want to let go of. Or the parts of you that you are giving up and no longer serve who you are. It can be anything, even something as simple as a picture of yourself that was taken during a time in your life when you felt powerless. Then give the effigy a burial and treat it much like you would an actual funeral with burial. Say a few words, dig a hole in the earth, and bury it. Bid it farewell with love and gratitude. “RIP old shit I no longer need!”

Soul Retrieval. Go into a meditative state and travel back through your life to the moments where you gave your power away, or were left drained, changed from your authentic self, or altered in a way that didn’t feel good or “right”. Imagine making different choices, standing up for yourself, and standing fully and firmly in your Power. Call your power back to you in the here and now. Retrieve it, reclaim it, re-integrate it. Just last week I saw a great blog post from Danielle LaPorte with a proclamation that fits perfectly with this part of the ritual – “I call all of my Power back to me now! I am whole and complete.” Say it like you mean it. Say it until you believe it and feel it. Say it as often as necessary.

Set your intentions. Whatever it is that you want to have, do, be, change, summon, in your life, get clear about it. Then send your intentions out in to the ethers. An effective and simple way to do this is to write down these things in a clear, concise way, and burn it.

Consecration. You are made anew and your initiation has taken place. You will be setting your feet down on a new leg of your path. It’s time to consecrate yourself. You can get all primal-shamanic with this and use ash or blood to consecrate and bless yourself. Or you could use your favorite lavender or rose oil. Anoint your third eye, your heart, your solar plexus, your yoni, your feet, and whatever else speaks to you.

Give thanks – gratitude is everything. Count your blessings, feel the gratitude for your life and your journey. Then breathe deeply and rest, integrating all that you’ve done.

 

This is the powerful Work of the Soul. Go forward, and find daily rituals and reminders of your Initiation, that will further strengthen and reinforce your intentions and the changes you are making.

As your SiStar in Spirit and Solidarity, I send you my fierce love and utter devotion as you walk the path of healer-warrior.

 

Addendum:

Just over five years ago, I began living alone. That is, I left my marriage of over a decade, and have been living alone since then. I moved out on my birthday which, has since become a time of reflection where I take stock – an internal inventory of where I’ve been, what I’ve learned, and what I’ve accomplished. Of course, I quantify these things on a mental, emotional, spiritual level, counting personal growth and spirituality as my center. My greatest assets.

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I’ve found living alone to be satisfying and healing. I enjoy my own company. There’s inner work that can only be done or accessed by being alone. Self-love has been the greatest gift of being alone. Insights, quiet, introspection, space, self-reliance, independence – have all been part of the equation. I’m one independent, self-reliant, strong woman. I stand alone. And, I’m surrounded by love, and by loving, supportive people. Soul Tribe.

 

The biggest lesson(s) of these last five years by far, has been the lesson of boundaries and boundary-setting. I marvel that it took such a long time (40-something years) to finally be getting these lessons. And, that it has taken so many messengers to bring the lesson home. I’d like to thank Saturn in Scorpio for the harsh reality, and simultaneously tell it to fuck off and let me find some levity. The universe, my guides, Goddess, great Spirit- whatever you want to call it – really, really wanted me to *get * this lesson.

Through meditation, My Council of Self holds regular and on-going meetings – often when I’m in the tub. But I can call Them at any time and do so in a special place of power that I visit in meditation. This place of power is also where I perform many rites of healing. Either I, my Guides, ancestors, or even nature spirits conduct healing within a sacred circle.

[The Cleanse and Purge]

Over the past year I’ve watched my life change externally as a result of the internal changes I’ve made. As I set new boundaries or asserted myself in ways that are healthy and best for me, I’ve seen the falling away of all that is false.  I think I know more about what love is. I definitely know what it is not. It’s not lies, betrayal, denial, or neglect.  I’ve shed belongings. I’ve changed my lifestyle to drop some weight, address health imbalances, and get clear on what my body is telling me. My smudging and ritual baths are on-going.

[Cord Cutting]
I left a work situation that lasted a brief time, but was hostile, unhealthy, unprofessional, and just outright bizarre. It’s amazing to me that crazy people somehow manage to have money and keep a business afloat. Good riddance. I saw a friendship disintegrate as I called out behavior I found harmful. Then, was accused of being fake by the same person who closely emulated everything about me, buying the same clothes and jewelry, dying their hair the same color as mine, and even trying to do and perform the same work as me, despite having no experience.There was the long-overdue dissolution of a relationship that I strived hard to make work. Repeated forgiveness only goes so far when the other person refuses to tell the truth. Apparently I stay too long in situations that don’t serve my highest good, determined to make things right and prove (to myself?) that I did the work, and have what it takes. I finally (FINALLY) stopped accepting the lies, cheating, and siphoning of my energy and resources.

I saw my family’s issues play out in grand dramatic fashion, much like they had when I was 16. Only this time, I didn’t allow the blame to be put on me. At first I became frantic searching for ways to help them heal (I am a healer, after all) before realizing that I am not responsible for their healing or emotions. They are. Adults that don’t take responsibility for their own messed up lives, cannot keep blaming a 16-year old child for everything that is wrong in the family. They also can’t control the woman she has become in the same manner, or by holding inheritance over her head, unless she allows them to do so. I’ve come to peace with knowing they never have, and will never be capable of, giving me the love I wanted, craved, and needed so desperately. I pray that we can find some way of having meaningful relationships.

My nurse practitioner denied me a refill of my thyroid medication when I couldn’t afford the week’s worth of income to come for an annual exam that I technically don’t need. After all the years of being fastidious with my health, spending money there, and sending dozens of referrals her way, she saw fit to hold my medication hostage. Fuck that! She’s fired.
Most recently, I was fired from a place where I’d worked for 7 years. I quickly became the top producer there and stayed on top. I cut my hours back to pursue my business, and began setting boundaries around not coming in to work on my days off, or sitting around bored on days when work was scarce. Apparently, my boss became concerned that I’d leave and take my clients, considering me a threat, so he let me go. I’d figured out some time ago that he is fueled by greed and not interested in the lives of the people that work for him. I’d prayed for some time about the situation, putting my faith and trust in the Divine to provide me with the guidance I needed. Being fired was clearly the sign I’d asked for.  I’ve performed my cord-cutting ritual over and over again. And, I will continue this practice until I see that the remnants of all that I released, are completely gone.

[Soul Retrieval]

The shedding and purging of false relationships has made room for more trust and fulfillment in the true relationships in my life. I’ve seen them deepen, and I’m noticing my willingness and ability to let down my guard. I look for this trend to continue. And I welcome the deepening.

There are times when I wonder if the Inner Work of self-growth will ever be done. Or if it’s possible to learn and grow in fun, happy ways. I’ve been in darkness for several years, but I see the light growing brighter.  That said, I wouldn’t trade any of the pain, tears, anger, hard lessons, and hard-earned wisdom the darkness brings. That’s some real power right there.

I pushed past a huge fear and lack of technical know-how to build my own website. I’m now fully self-employed. Responsible for my own destiny. I’m looking for the next steps on my path, ready to take leaps, and spread these new wings. I have dreams and inklings of greatness that I’m learning to accept and embrace. Now, the challenge is melding my intuitive nature with proper planning and goal-setting that goes well beyond day-to-day survival.  Months ago, I contacted a Shaman to aid me in my own soul-retrieval process. There is still some work to do here, but I feel that most of the major incidents in this lifetime have been re-integrated. The little girl and the teenage parts of me are much happier, and feel safer than ever, in my care. I am loving them, and myself, more than ever. All the facets of me that wanted for love, nurturing, and care, are receiving exactly what they always craved, because only I can give that to myself.

 

[Shamanic Burial]

I’ve been engaged in the Ritual of Alchemical Transformation for months now; a ritual that has taken time, and has been completed in steps. Not necessarily in the order I thought it would go, and the ritual is not yet complete.

Just over a week ago, I performed the Shamanic Burial. I had a profound moment when the crows spoke to me on the Full Moon just before Samhain. They told me that since Samhain was upon us, the moon would be waning, as well as the sun, the time for the burial was at hand.

It’s been apparent for some time now, that I am not the person I used to be. The old ways of being and doing things no longer serve me, and no longer call to me. The grip of old patterns has broken.

I went through my photos and easily found the perfect pictures of myself at my unhappiest, lowest, un-empowered, numb, complacent self. I wrote what was dying and those aspects of my former self that I was laying to rest. The pix below are the representations of what I shed, release, and let die.

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The effigy was shrouded and a gift was included. I performed a very intimate, personal, loving farewell tribute as I buried her in all her forms by digging a hole, placing the effigy, and putting a stone over it. Then topped it off with dirt. No marker or headstone except the one in my heart

I even shed a few tears as I thanked her for getting me here, and for all she endured.

The processing and grieving is still at hand. But I am at peace with her passage. At Samhain, in ritual, she was gently ushered beyond the Veil.

 

[Set Intentions]

I’ve taken control of my health issues and will be going to graduate school soon, to help myself and others heal and achieve optimal health. My life has opened up in magical ways, proving to me that I am loved, provided for, and on the best path for me.

Finally, I have so much love within me, so much I want to share with my loved ones, my community, the world, and, a partner. I yearn to live and love with a worthy, equal partner. I’m ready. I have desires. I also know that I have a great deal to bring to the table. I’m the kind of woman and partner others dream of. The total fucking package. I know that person exists and is somewhere looking for me, too.

This desire is not out of loneliness, or of neediness like co-dependence. This is born of the natural existential need to love.

 

[Gratitude]

I’m grateful that the Divine so clearly has my back and is nourishing the seeds of dreams that were planted a few years ago. While fear looms at times, I’ve learned to believe in myself and trust that I will be provided for. Another lesson: opening up to, and receiving all the good that the Universe has in store for me. I’m walking forward with trust and faith. I have many moments throughout the day when I just pause and give thanks for my tremendous blessings – especially the very special people in my life. Gratitude never ends. It is an on-going, never-ending practice.

 

[Consecration]

The consecration part of the Ritual has not yet occurred. I will know when the time is right. I expect to consecrate myself in multiple ways, including new ink in my flesh as applied by a shaman friend. Perhaps I will blog about that step of the Ritual process when it happens.

A new awareness is that I have not felt the need to rush or push through the last year of profound change. As I let go, and trust in the Divine, I find that many things come to me effortlessly, and in good time. Life flows better and it feels much easier this way.

 

Thank you for taking time out to read about this process. Rituals of Alchemy and Transformation are soul-shaking, unearthing higher levels of potential than you may have thought possible. Most of the change takes place within, at a deep soul-level. Love this process. Embrace all of it. See the good in the falling away of all that is false; that it is truly making way for your dreams to be fulfilled.

XOXOXOXO

Lisa

 

Blue Full Moon in Aquarius Alchemical reading

The purpose of this reading is to decipher the current energies related to the Full Moon in Aquarius, and to guide and inform us on how to best work consciously with energy so that we will benefit.

This reading takes us from the Full Moon forward 2 weeks, until the New Moon. The cards are drawn as close as possible to the apex of the Full Moon, and consist of an animal totem from the Medicine Card deck, a card from the Goddess Oracle deck, and a crystal ally from the Crystal Oracle deck.

Together, these cards inform our primordial selves with information that has been deeply encoded in our psyche for many lifetimes.

 

This just happens to be a Blue Moon as well, which amps up the wattage on the power. Taking in to consideration all the other astrological aspects – Venus, Uranus, and Eris retrograde, Saturn in Scorpio, stationing to go direct right as this moon is full – we have a perfect storm of chaos, cataclysmic change, and deep soul excavation.

Are you feeling it? Breathe. Trust.

On the other side of all of this is more alignment with your dreams, the end of situations that don’t serve or work any longer, and more peace of mind.

We began working with Sophia at the New Moon, learning to tap in to our own inner wisdom, identifying patterns, and finding the tipping point where we get to make a different choice, forever shifting the ways we get stuck. Rhodochrosite steps up as our crystal ally, asking us to choose love. When we choose love over judgment, we are also learning to love and accept ourselves. Rabbit speaks to us of fear and how to keep it from standing in the way of all we love, all we know, all we desire.

 

Read below for detailed information and insight, and for ways to use this energy to go farther, and walk better on your personal path.

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Sophia – Goddess of Wisdom, female soul, source of God’s true power, wears many faces – Black Goddess, Divine Feminine, Mother of God.

A fecund, pregnant Sophia offers her cup of wisdom to you. She urges you to become still and look inward to listen, feel, see, and know what guidance needs to come through. Sophia wants you to connect to your own deep, enriching wisdom and guidance.

Are you in a pattern, doing the same thing or finding yourself in similar situations, over and over again?

Taking the time to truly settle in to your inner Sophia can reveal your next action steps and means to transmute the old patterns once and for all. As you go within, find where She resides – where is it? What does it look like? Smell like? Feel like?

Once you find Her, you can return to your inner Sophia again, and again. Use this time to push past the old limitations and patterns. You can do it! Everything you need to know is inside you.

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Rhodochrosite – We learn about ourselves through relationships with others. From a Divine perspective, everyone we meet is a reflection of ourselves.

What we see in them – the things we admire, those things which we dislike – are all reflections of what lies inside. We feel aligned with those traits we like and admire, and feel disdain for those characteristics we deem negative.

Often, that which we dislike, is something within us that we refuse to look at, and own as ours. The truth is, that we would not be able to recognize such things if they were not within us, or had been part of our character at some point in the past.

Rhodochrosite is a stone of love and joy, encouraging us to elevate above judgment of others to discern what their traits reflect about ourselves. All relationships are a mix of positive and negative, helping us to broaden our understanding of life and love.

When you look at yourself in the mirror, do you see love? Can you look upon yourself with love and compassion within your heart?

Love and accept yourself as you are right now. Go to that place deep inside your heart, where beyond perceptions of good and bad, there exists only Love.

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Rabbit – Rabbit asks you – What are you afraid of? What do the voices inside your head have to say? What negative tape is playing on repeat that you have decided to believe is true?

You are not your thoughts!

You don’t have to feed those thoughts or buy in to them. Thoughts are energy forms and fearful thinking calls the exact things you are afraid of into being. Rabbit says that what you resist, what you most fear, you will become.

Stop talking about horrible things happening, and get rid of worry-based thinking and action. Your worries about the future will not help you to control the outcome. And, in fact, may call that worse-case scenario to you.

Face your fears and release them. Own up to what haunts you, and defy it by moving ahead triumphantly.

 

Here are some helpful action steps to take over the next two weeks. Simple, but powerful, these rituals will help you transmute the blocks and limitations indicated in the cards. Use the full moon and waning moon energy to assist you.

 

Stand in front of a mirror for several minutes and take note of what thoughts and judgments arise as you gaze upon yourself. Each time you notice a negative thought, replace it with a loving thought, or even the opposite. You wouldn’t say such harsh things to someone you love, so why would you say and think such things about yourself? Treat yourself as you would your dearest friend.

Take time to write down all the fear-based thoughts that pop into your mind and play repeatedly. Then, either burn the piece of paper, or rip it to shreds and throw it away. Go somewhere outside and allow yourself to feel all those fears, allowing them to play out in your mind. As you feel the waves run through you, let that energy run down your body and in to the ground until they are gone. Make them a Divine Offering to Mother Earth. Replace the self-defeating, fearful, worry thoughts with new thoughts that are positive and brimming with possibility. Repeat as often as necessary.

As always, take time to rest and relax, Do the things that nourish your soul. Practice extreme self-care. And, when need be, turn everything off and burrow in for comfort, or go hide out in nature.